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Trinity 10: Wind & Waves

St Nicholas – 9:30 P&P
Emmanuel – 11:00 Matins
9/8/26

Romans 10: 5-15
Matthew 14:22-33

We are certainly getting a lot of mileage out of Romans & Matthew this summer. The parables of the weeds, wheat, pearls, treasures, mustard seeds, bread and fish are about Jesus taking very little of something and making it very, very big. They play with our imaginations and basic human needs. The real miracle of these stories show us God’s power displayed through Jesus in the provision to those who follow after him.

Jesus was having to continually prove himself to both the disciples and the crowds who have been following. They are still doubting and not getting who Jesus really is. This theme carries on in the Gospel reading today as Jesus is not recognised by those who are closest to him.

At the start of this morning’s Gospel, Jesus has sent the disciples across the lake in a boat and dismissed the now stuffed crowd to home. At last Jesus gets to be alone with God. Remember this is what he was trying to do just before the crowd found him.

I am sure we have experienced those times when besieged by requests and demands threaten to overwhelm us and we just want some time to be alone. To rest, to think, to make a plan or just get away from the situation for a while.

The story of Susanna Wesley (the mother of Methodist founders Charles & John Wesley) who had 19 children is inspirational. When Susanna needed to pray or have some ‘quiet’ she would simply sit down and pull her apron up over her head. This physical signal was her prayer tent. The children knew this meant that she was with God and must not be disturbed.

Jesus also had great need to be with God; his friend and cousin John the Baptist had been beheaded. He intended to go away; but his compassion overruled and he spent the day preaching and feeding the hungry crowd physically and spiritually.

The disciples are in a boat on the Sea of Galilee which is really a giant lake in Israel; it is beautiful. I visited 11 years ago (those are my feet above) and was a bit disappointed that I could not walk on it! That afternoon was very calm and peaceful but in a few minutes the wind came up and it was very rough and choppy. This is known to happen with great speed. This is what appears to have happened to the disciples that night.

At this point in the story the disciples are well across the lake, far from land and a strong wind is blowing. We should keep in mind that at least 4 of the disciples (James, John, Peter & Andrew) were Galilean fishermen. This was their lake, they had all spent many a night on the water. These seasoned fishermen are struggling with the wind and the waves. We are not sure how long they were on the water for; probably most of the night.

Many of us here know what it is to struggle – we have had our share! But what is it to struggle when we are in our comfort zones? Struggle in something that we know. Those men knew the boat, the water and the weather. It can somehow feel almost worse, more disempowering to struggle in something that we know about. If we struggle in a new situation it could be expected if the learning curve is steep.

It is entirely possible that Jesus was watching the disciples in the boat from where he was praying. The Sea of Galilee is surrounded by hills like a bowl. If Jesus was up the mountain, he could have seen them. Did the disciples contemplate that Jesus is out there, having some quiet time and maybe ignoring them or worse watching them. Maybe some of us have had that experience, we are in a struggle with everyone watching but no one helping.

Jesus then approaches the boat, doing what no human person could do, walking on the water. So the reaction of ‘it’s a ghost’ is a reasonable one. Jesus’ reply of ‘take courage’ probably would have annoyed me.

The first one to speak to Jesus is Peter. Always Peter. ‘Lord, if it is you…tell me to come to you on the water.’ Peter is not sure if it is or not. But when the reply comes Peter gets out of the boat and walks on the water. How amazing!
He did not immediately start to sink so he went some way. He got close enough for Jesus to grab hold of him when he began to sink.

Many people tend to focus on Peter’s lack of faith. Almost there but not quite; Poor Peter, another failure, didn’t go all the way. Peter did what the other 11 did not; Peter got out of the boat. That took courage and the amazing experience of walking on water.

Peter’s issue was that his attention moved from Jesus to the storm. The commentary I researched stated that ‘Matthew says, he saw the wind, which means, of course, that Peter saw the effects of the wind; he perceived the wind; with the movements of the waves and the boat, the spray and the feel of the wind, there was no doubt that it was boisterous.

As Peter perceived all this, it came home to him that to be on the water in a storm like the one he was experiencing and to be outside the boat was to be in a position of some danger. The result was that Peter became afraid (panicked) and the onset of fear was accompanied by the beginning of sinking.’

Peter then cries out for help and Jesus immediately reaches out his hand and catches him. Once Jesus and Peter were in the boat the wind calmed down. Maybe Peter thought he was alone in that storm. He took his eyes off Jesus, maybe forgot how close he was, the disciples in the boat had stayed where they were.

How easy it is to think that we are all alone in those stormy moments. No one will understand what we are going through, no one can – or worse – wants to help us. It’s all over!

Jesus knew exactly where on the lake that boat was. What a relief that God knows exactly where we are at. I have taken huge comfort in this assurance in the last couple of weeks. We cannot escape his reach either. We may have to wait but he will come to us.

The wind stopped when Jesus got into the boat. This should remind us that we need to make room in the boat for him. That might mean finding some time alone to pray. It might mean moving things around, chucking some things overboard (physically or metaphorically). We might even have to get out of the boat; especially if it is a little too comfortable. Our security is not in the boat – it is in Jesus.

Lammastide: The Need for First Fruits

Lammastide
13/8/23
Trinity 10

Leviticus 23:9-14
Matthew 15:32-39

Lammastide. We are going a little off piste this morning. It feels important to mark the start of the harvest season, given the difficulty of the weather during the farming year. This is also true on a global scale with the complexity of the situation in the Ukraine and grain exports. There is famine in Africa and Yemen.

History lesson on Lammastide. Lammas means ‘loaf-mass’ in Old English and was originally an Anglo-Saxon festival. Lammas Day (August 1st) celebrated the first harvest of the year. The first grain was milled and baked into bread that was brought to the Church to be blessed. It corresponds with the Hebrew Festival of Weeks when a sheaf from the barley harvest was offered.

This is what Moses was being instructed to prepare for in our Leviticus reading; the offering of the first fruits. This is an important biblical concept that we will take some time to consider this morning. First fruits is used two ways in the English Bible. The first simply describes the first portion of the produce of the land. Secondly it refers to the specific ceremonies related to the first portion of the harvest. The offering of first fruits acknowledged God’s sovereignty and ownership of all things.

In response to this and a token of stewardship, Israel has to acknowledge that the first issue of human, beast and soil belonged to God. God had delivered the people of Israel from slavery in Egypt and they were never to forget this.

The Feast of Weeks, celebrated 50 days after Pentecost, was a straightforward agricultural feast. It was to celebrate the first fruits of the wheat harvest. The barley harvest would have already come in; the wheat harvest was more important. Now a full celebration of God’s goodness could be celebrated. It was only celebrated on a single day as it was impractical to party for seven days in the middle of the harvest.

If God, creator of all, gave everything for our benefit, why does he want some back? Like the early Israelites, our memories can be short! We can so easily forget all that God has done for us when the bounty runs out. Firstfruits also helps to keep our humility in check when tempted to believe that we do it all ourselves.

In giving away the firstfruits, which would be very tempting to keep especially if a farmer was starving, we demonstrate our dependence on God. We learn to trust that God will continue to provide for us.

The first concept of first fruits goes back to Genesis chapter four and the story of Cain and Abel, the sons of Adam and Eve. Abel kept flocks and Cain worked the soil. If you remember the story, Cain brought some of the fruits of the soil but Abel brought portions from some of the firstborn of his flock. The Lord looked in favour of Abel and his offering but not on Cain. Cain then became angry at God. God told Cain that he should have done what was right and his offering would have been accepted. Cain was also instructed to fight against sin that was lurking at his door.

Cain’s response was to kill his brother Abel. We have the first recorded murder. Cain then lived the rest of his life outside the presence of God. Entitlement got in his way; thinking that he could give God whatever and that should be enough. Greed also plays here, Cain wanted to keep the first fruits for himself. The punishment was severe. There are consequences to ignoring God, it always leads to sin.

Fortunately there is always a way out if we want to take it. In the feeding of the four thousand, Jesus shows the disciples and the crowd what can be done with a small offering. Note that there are two feeding stories in Matthew’s Gospel. The first has five thousand people being fed with five loaves and two fish. The second, this one, has four thousand people being fed with seven loaves and a few small fish. A little Bible trivia for you, all four Gospels have the story of the feeding of the five thousand but only John mentions the small boy providing the loaves and fish.

Matthew’s recording indicates that the disciples had with them what was needed to feed the massive crowds. They came to the picnic with food in their hamper. It was not very much and would not have fed 12 grown men. They did not offer it until Jesus asked them how many loaves they had. Maybe offering their meagre rations felt embarrassing or insignificant in the face of the need in front of them. Maybe they wanted to keep it for themselves.

Whatever the reason for holding it back, Jesus draws it out of them. Then to their amazement, Jesus gave thanks for it, broke it and every single person had enough to eat. More than enough as there were leftovers. Seven full baskets.

Seven is a significant number in the New Testament; it is the number of perfection. Seven loaves turned into seven full baskets. Jesus turned scarcity into abundance. He still does that. He will take the perceived smallness of our offering and make it magnificent.

We should give our first fruits to God, the best of ourselves, our attitudes, our money and time. As frightening or impractical as that may seem! There is always more than enough with God. He is the creator and sustainer of the cattle on a thousand hills. He knows the number of hairs on our heads and when sparrows fall to the ground.

Our giving to God should reflect our thanks for all He has done for us; not from a place of begrudging obligation or guilt or historical duty. Remember Cain, attitude matters.

In this season of Lammastide, as we look to the fields around us, let us remember the bounty of God and pray for those who work the fields. When tempted to hoard from fear of scarcity, remember those who will have nothing to eat today. Let us bring to God what we have and let him bless it to bless others.