Tag: John

Lent 5: I am the Resurrection and the Life

Van Gogh’s ‘Rising of Lazarus’

Lent 5
22/3/26

Ezekiel 37:1-14
Romans 8:6-11
John 11:1-45

This is a rather long and well-known passage of John’s Gospel; it is good that we should hear the entirety of it. There are many threads to pull especially in Lent as we get closer to Easter. We will soon be confronted with the death and resurrection of Jesus through Holy Week and on Good Friday. What does it mean to be resurrected?

It is more than simply popping back to life again. Often the story of Mary, Martha and Lazarus gets reduced down to a miracle story of Jesus. An impressive miracle story of course. However some of the more important parts get left out. The rising, resurrection of Lazarus shows us something of Jesus’ character.

Jesus is our friend. I baptised two brothers a couple of years ago and I asked the older one what does it mean to get baptised? He paused for a moment. Then with the biggest smile on his face, he said, ‘it means that I am Jesus’ friend forever and Jesus is my friend forever.’

Jesus is the friend that will never leave us. Jesus loved his disciples and Mary, Martha and Lazarus. He spent his life travelling around and teaching them so they could pass on the message to others. Mary, Martha & Lazarus appear to have been particularly close friends as Jesus is known to have stayed with them and they are mentioned by name.

Jesus does not always do what we want him to, when we want. The fact that Jesus knew that Lazarus was sick and did not immediately rush to his bedside, but waited for two more days is awkward. We have this idea that God should act and react whenever we summon him to meet our needs and wants.
When this does not happen people get angry and God takes the blame for all failures and misfortune.

There were reasons why Jesus did not rush off: the disciples were afraid that the Jews were going to stone Jesus and they were far away from Bethany at the time. Jesus tells the disciples that, ‘this illness does not lead to death, but rather it is for God’s glory, so the Son of God may be glorified through it.’

There are things that we will never understand about how God and Jesus work on this side of death. We do not know how God’s glory fully works. It is good to be curious so that we can begin to understand and that comes through learning about Jesus by looking at this life.

Everyone who trusts in Jesus will live forever. The pinnacle of John 11 is in the words of Martha as she knows that Lazarus will rise again in the resurrection on the last day. Despite her distress, sadness and that request that seemed to go unanswered; Martha understands, at least on some level, that death is not the end of the story. Pitiful is that word that comes to mind for those who think that there is nothing beyond this life.

Jesus is the resurrection and the life. Jesus says to Martha, ‘Those who believe in me, even though they die, will live, and everyone who lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?’ Martha believes this. I happen to believe this. I am confident that other people in church today believe this. Do you?

The resurrection is the central event that everything about Christianity hangs on. We will all experience physical death in this life; the death of those that we love and our own. How do we make sense of it? Unfortunately most of the popular narrative around death today is painfully lacking and brushed over. That it is nothing, no big deal. Death is something to be embarrassed about, not to be burdened by or be too expensive.

One of my cousins died last week after a short bout of cancer. It is really awful for his wife, children and grandchildren. I had not seen him for a long time but he was part of the family ever since I can remember. Those ties go back a long way; we also shared our Christian faith. A belief in the resurrection is the only thing that has brought any comfort at all. Jesus is the resurrection and the life. I have no questions or qualms over the fact that as bad as it is right now, my cousin Greg is now living in the light of the resurrection.

Jesus wept. People sometimes get the impression that God is somehow removed, distant from us or worse, not particularly interested in what is going on down here. If we want to know what God is like, then we need to look at the person of Jesus. In Jesus we see love and compassion, forgiveness for those who want it and boundless patience. Jesus was so moved by the broken hearts of those around him, he cried. The Greek translates it as he ‘burst into tears’. That is much stronger than a few tears sliding down his face.

Jesus is not afraid of bad smells. Nothing is beyond God’s reach. Nothing we can ever do or not do, say, think, act is too much or too bad. We are loved by God unconditionally forever.

Jesus can raise people from the dead. Jesus can and did raise people from the dead on a few occasions. Miraculous! However, they went on to die again another day. Jesus also raises people from spiritual death who do go on to live forever. This is out of love, the most extraordinary love we will ever know.

The resurrection of Lazarus is about love, God’s glory and his willingness to send Jesus into the mess and sorrow of our lives and deaths. We too will be resurrected one day if we believe that Jesus is the resurrection and the life. God gives us this life in the resurrection of Jesus. Dry bones can live again with the breath of God and so can we.

Lent 3: Well well well!

Annibale Carracci ‘Christ and the Samaritan Woman‘

8/3/26
Lent 3
Exodus 17:1-7
Psalm 95
Romans 5:1-11
John 4:5-42

There are many studies, psychological and otherwise, that try to measure willingness to change. It takes a lot of effort and intention to make changes in our lives; this is when we are willing too! We only need to watch the news from the Middle East to witness the massive and generally unwanted changes that are occurring to millions of people. For some it might be short-term and others it will be irrevocable. It can put into perspective the changes we might be facing.

The stories of the Israelites and the woman at the well are about change. Moses had led the people out of slavery in Egypt to the promised land. They are struggling to connect with God’s past actions with their present needs; the default position is to panic and complain.

The woman seems unlikely to believe that her life will ever change. She is being offered salvation in the course of a single conversation; can’t be that easy can it?!

God’s mercy is all around them even though they cannot or will not see it. God’s mercy is all around us too. Mercy comes in many ways and in these two stories I want to talk about it coming physically, socially and spiritually.

Physically

Moses had only recently led the Israelites across the Red Sea to escape slavery in Egypt. On arrival into the wilderness of Shur, the lack of water is a big issue. The first water found at Marah was bitter and undrinkable. The Israelites’ reaction is to complain to Moses who in turn cries out to God. God does what God does and provides Moses with a piece of wood to be thrown into the water to make it sweet.

God then leads Moses and his people to Elim, where they camp by 12 springs of water and 70 palm trees. Lots of water and life is good. But they have to move on and lack of water again becomes a problem. Same response: complain to Moses with even more anger than last time; blame him for the exodus because he wants to kill them, their children and livestock. Woe is us!

God responds again by providing more water. This time Moses must strike the rock at Horeb. Water comes out and the people drink. Problem solved, for now.

What does this say to us today?

God provides. In a world of war and uncertainty this is still true. God provides all that we need. We do need to cry out though to make our needs known to God and to others. Mercy is all around. God uses other people to answer our prayers and uses us to answer the prayers of others. He gave us family, friends and our church family. Look at the people sitting around you, they could be the answer to your prayer. They can certainly help to meet any needs you might have right now but they do not know what they do not know.

Socially

The story of the Samaritan woman at the well is fascinating. She too has a physical need for water but her social circumstances dictated collecting her water when no one else was around. The well would have been a place of social gathering for the women of Sychar. Kind of like the modern-day equivalent of the workplace water cooler or village cafe.

But not for her. There was a lack of mercy and understanding.

The collection time is significant. Noon is the heat of the day. Who would want to schlep heavy jugs of water at the hottest point in the day? No one else would be doing this. She was on the margins of society. There is nothing to suggest she was a prostitute or promiscuous although that gets read into this story. There may have been many reasons for her five husbands. Maybe she married young. Her first husband could have died, and she was passed along to his brothers. She could have been infertile as there is no mention of children. She had no power to divorce her husband as that power was given only to the man.

Whatever the reason for her 5 husbands it might not have had much to do with her.

Then one day, she meets Jesus at the well, at the loneliest and hottest point of the day. There are huge social implications for Jesus and the disciples. In the wider story, Jesus and disciples are travelling around Judea and Galilee to teach, preach, heal, and cast out demons. They have arrived in Samaria, a place traditionally hostile to the Jews.

Jesus is not only in Samaria but talking to an unaccompanied, social outcast female Samaritan. Jewish men did not speak to lone women in order to avoid any form of sexual temptation or impropriety. Jesus is not bound by these conventions and the longest recorded conversation he ever has with anyone begins. This is an astonishing thought.

This woman on the margins, judged and looked down upon, with virtually no control over her situation gets the most face time with Jesus at the most socially active place in the city at the most deserted time.

What does this say to us today?

We were made to live in a community. We are born into them with our families. Think back to the isolation of Covid – a mere 6 years ago; the social and mental health implications of that time hangover many people. Some people live in isolation under normal conditions. There are people for whom any social isolation is the worst thing they can imagine.

There are some practical things we can do. There are people in the village who are isolated; if you know them, have you visited recently? If you are feeling isolated, make a list of things you could do around your house, a list of people to call, email or write to, a list of books to read or films to watch. Build a schedule – might sound silly but we all need purpose. I will be so crass as to suggest more prayer and Bible reading, it is Lent after all.

Despite our circumstances, Jesus will meet with us when we want to meet with him. The Samaritan woman was getting on with the business of everyday life when she met Jesus. He was waiting for her. He is waiting for us too.

Spiritually

There are many times when reading Gospel stories I would love to hear the original tone of voice. One commentary suggested that the woman comes across as cheeky, brave, vulnerable and a bit flirtatious. Jesus responds to her with warmth and humour yet continues to push her beyond the superficial. You can see a quick wit in her responses. Jesus responds on that level but everything he says has a serious point to it.

Jesus tells her that everyone who drinks the water from the well will be thirsty again, but those who drink the water He offers will never be thirsty ever. This water will become a spring of water gushing up to eternal life (John 4:13-14). This is of course the water that the Samaritan woman wants. She wants it because it will stop her from coming to the well by herself in the heat of the day to avoid the other women who judge and condemn her.

Jesus responds by asking her to call her husband, another external problem she has. By asking her to call husband six, Jesus shows that He knows what is going on internally too.

From a previous Lent study: ‘She longs for a more satisfying life. From freedom from the shame that made her go to the well when she expected no one else to be there. Jesus treats her with respect and dignity.’

The woman does admit that she knows that the Messiah is coming (verse 25) as an attempt to create even more distance. Yet again she is matched by Jesus. The Messiah she has in mind is safe and impersonal and won’t interfere too much in her daily life. That is not the Messiah she met though. She met the Messiah who very much wants to be involved in our lives and knows every detail.

What does this say to us?

Anyone else try to do that with Jesus? Try to distance and distract? Not letting Him get too involved in your everyday life and business. He wants to be with us – if we will let him! It is helpful to remember what Jesus doesn’t do: He didn’t tell her to sin no more, blame her, condemn her. Works with her where she is at.

She went away changed; the small but not insignificant detail of the left-behind water jug tells us that. She went for water as in H2O and came away having experienced some of the living water Jesus offers. She still had some doubt, ‘He cannot be the Messiah, can he?’ We are told at the end of the story that many Samaritans came to believe in Jesus because of her story.

It is a time of great uncertainty across the world. We may feel isolated, but we are not alone. Jesus is merciful; He is the living water we need to satisfy our thirst. He will provide for our physical needs as he did for Moses and the Israelites. He will provide for our social needs if we find ourselves alone at the well in the heat of the day. Jesus will meet our spiritual needs with his living water in whatever way we find ourselves isolated.

I will leave you with this final explanation for what the Samaritan woman found in Jesus that day. She had five husbands, was living with man number six, when she met Jesus, number seven. Seven, is the number associated with perfection. In Jesus, that woman met perfection. We too meet perfection in Jesus. Perfect grace, perfect mercy, perfect love.

Ash Wednesday: Trap, Truth & Transformation


Psalm 51:1-18
Joel 2:1-2, 12-17
John 8:1-11

This print is going to be the focus of my reflection today. It was painted by Pieter Bruegel the Elder in 1565 and now hangs in the Courtauld Gallery in London. It is entitled ‘Christ and the Women Taken in Adultery.’ This Gospel story has been painted by many others but none quite like Bruegel. The most striking feature is the different shades of grey. The greys represent the human response to sin; to point out the hypocrisy and the virtue of mercy that this Gospel story highlights so well.

The woman has literally been dragged from an adulterer’s bed and brought to the feet of Jesus. This is THE TRAP. The Pharisees are trying to trap Jesus using a woman’s public shame.

Her offence was punishable by death according to the law of Moses. The stakes are even higher for her. She is not looking at the crowd; but she is not looking directly down either. Her left ear is slightly cocked towards the crowd; maybe listening to what people are saying to her or about her.

We have all been trapped by sin. Maybe even publicly. Jesus came to free us from our shame by showing mercy. This is The Truth.

Jesus’s silence and response exposes the hypocrisy of the crowd, causing them to leave. The crowd, according to Bruegel, are showing the human reaction to being confronted with sin. The men closer to the front are much more exposed, a lighter grey than those at the back. Some are turning away, wanting to stay hidden, unexposed. The truth hurts much of the time!

The two men on the right are very exposed but notice their hands. One has his hands hidden under his cloak and the other’s hands are darker than the rest of his body. Their faces and mouths might say one thing yet their hands are telling another story. What is true? Our mouths and our hands need to match.

Every person in this picture except for Jesus is a sinner. Fortunately, this is not the end of the story for any of us. At the centre of this picture and in the most amount of light is Jesus. He is kneeling and writing in Dutch. Jesus is the best lit and most exposed person in this picture.

In this story Jesus is not who does the exposing but the scribes and Pharisees. He cares for this woman, protects her from death and puts her on a new path. The Truth is that we are loved and forgiven.

Finally, The Transformation (vv. 10-11): The shift from condemnation to grace (“Neither do I condemn thee”) and the command for a new life (“Go and sin no more”).

Many people fear being ‘found out’ whether for having done something wrong or by not being the person they present to the world. Some people have a view of God as being out to get them or expose them for their sins. God is the angry Father just waiting for a mistake to be made. Jesus does not condemn her as the crowd did. She does not get off the hook either as she is told to ‘Go and sin no more.’ She had some work to do.

Tom Wright says this about her forgiveness: “If she has been forgiven, if she’s been rescued from imminent death she must live by that forgiveness. Forgiveness is not the same as tolerance. Being forgiven doesn’t mean that sin doesn’t matter. On the contrary: forgiveness means that sin does matter but that God is choosing to set it aside.”

The same is true for us, if we have been forgiven then we must live by that forgiveness. We can all have this and do it. A clean heart and a new and right spirit. But we have to do some work first. Ash Wednesday is a time to reflect and pursue forgiveness of our sins. As Christians, the bigger issue is that we let things interfere in our relationship with Christ. It might seem small or insignificant but if we do not tend to these things or issues they can blow up at an exponential rate.

Ash Wednesday offers the chance to sit down in the ashes in some form of repentance to address our sin and brokenness. Sit down before you fall down. As we have seen from both the Gospel and the Psalms sin gets exposed. Sometimes rather publicly.

To come to a place of repentance is no small feat and is not for the faint of heart. It takes real courage to review ourselves and our actions, to acknowledge where and when we have been wrong, and been sinful. Repentance literally means to turn in the other direction and commit to change. It is only through Christ and being in Christ that death and sin are defeated.

Use this season of Lent to trade them in for the generous mercy and steadfast love that God has for you.

Epiphany 2: Who are you really?

Vaccaro, Andrea; The Infant Christ with the Infant Saint John the Baptist; The Bowes Museum; http://www.artuk.org/artworks/the-infant-christ-with-the-infant-saint-john-the-baptist-45149

2nd Sunday of Epiphany
18/1/26

Isaiah 49:1-7
1 Corinthians 1:1-9
John 1:29-42

In the Epiphany season we are encouraged to look, see and find afresh. The wise men saw a star, followed it and found Jesus, King Herod saw a threat and tried to eliminate it.

In John’s Gospel this morning, John the Baptist saw Jesus coming towards him – two days in a row! John called those around to look and see the Lamb of God. The Christian life is a continual cycle of looking, seeing and finding. It is part of what we are called to do.

It is rather fitting that the first recorded question Jesus asks his disciples is ‘what are you looking for?’ I think it is still a relevant question for us today too. In terms of your faith, what are you looking for? In those deep places within, what are the desires and drives of your faith?

As we move into a new year what are you hoping for, expecting, asking for, looking for in your Christian life? Anything? Nothing? Same Same? Something? Do you know? It is worth giving some time this week to ponder the question as though Jesus was sitting in front of you and asking ‘what are you looking for out of your faith?’

It is not an easy question. Fear not if it has thrown you already! The disciples gave a rather lame answer to Jesus. The best they could come up with was ‘Rabbi, where are you staying?’ As though Jesus was asking them if they had lost their keys or a jumper. Jesus’ question is much deeper than that. The disciples had just heard John the Baptist’s exclamation of ‘here is the Lamb of God!’ and had started to follow Jesus; at least physically follow Jesus if not yet spiritually.

‘Who are you really?’ is more likely the question the first disciples was trying to ask. The disciples, as followers of Judaism, would have been waiting for the Messiah.

The reading from Isaiah this morning is among the oldest and best known parts of the Old Testament. There are 4 passages in Isaiah known as the Servant Songs. These Songs introduce and share the profound idea of salvation through suffering. This was not how people thought about suffering or salvation at that time. If you suffered you had done something wrong; think the Book of Job.

The identity of the servant is revealed gradually from song to song but it is still concealed. In Isaiah 49, the servant speaks for the first time in his own voice and in a very individual way. He has been chosen by God to carry on the mission of Israel where Israel had failed.

The mission was to restore the people of God (the Jews). God is going to give the servant as a light to the nations, that salvation may reach to the end of the earth. This means to everyone – not only the Jews.

If the disciples recalled any of these passages, it would have been an overwhelming experience and would most certainly require something of them. Jesus’ answer also required something of the disciples as it was an invitation to ‘come and see’.

So they went and saw where Jesus was staying and spent the whole day with him. What a day that would have been! The disciples obviously saw something that day that changed them forever. If the answer to ‘what are you looking for?’ ends up being ‘come and see’, will you be willing to go and see?

What about this year?

How about you as a person? Are you looking for more life? Time? Money? Health? Belonging? Certainty? Affirmation? Consolation?

Jesus’ invitation to come and see is an invitation to leave our comfortable places, an invitation to challenge what we think we know and change our perspectives. Come and see is an approach to life that is expansive, dynamic and exposes us to new experiences and ideas. When Jesus offers this invitation it is to be fully seen and fully loved by the one who created us.

Like all invitations that come to us, we have the option to turn it down. To stay where we are and not see anything new. We have a choice of what we look for, what we prioritise.

When Jesus looks at us, He sees our deepest desires, hungers, curiosities, needs and wants. He saw it in those first disciples and called out to them. Jesus is still calling us now. As followers of Jesus we are to take the braver path, the follow where He is leading us.


Remembrance Sunday 2025: Marching into History

Micah 4:1-5
John 4:46-end

On this day, the guns of the Great War fell silent for the last time. It was the end of a conflict that scarred the nations that took part very deeply. It began 111 years ago and ended 107 years ago.

The years of remembrance have helped new generations understand more of what their grandparents, great-grandparents, great-great grandparents and maybe even more greats went through. The hardships they faced, the courage they showed and the faith they shared have become more real to us.

Maybe this is why more people seem to attend Remembrance Sunday services; there is an upward trend in attendance. Poppy sales would appear to be growing. Maybe some of you watched the Festival of Remembrance last evening or will catch up with the Cenotaph on iPlayer later. It would appear that we care about this stuff! Remembrance Sunday captures something in our individual and collective memories, touches a nerve, moves us to give our time, our money.

This year marked the 80th anniversary of the end of the Second World War; VE Day was celebrated in May and VJ Day in August. The number of those who served and survived is rapidly decreasing as they reach great ages.

Many of us will know people who served in the World Wars. We will know them as real people we had relationships with – parents, siblings, grandparents, aunts & uncles and cousins. We know them as more than stories. We miss them. We march into history at different times.

Micah was an Old Testament prophet whose messages from God to the people of Jerusalem were mostly negative and critical. Micah had to call out their sinfulness, bad behaviour towards the poor, they were greedy and full of pride. The people of Jerusalem were going to pay for it when the Babylonians swept through and sent everyone into exile for many years.

Then the tone changes. Micah looks beyond the present crisis to a time when the people return to Jerusalem to learn the laws of God and there will be peace between them. Everything will be reversed. All that was destroyed will be made right. Even relationships between people.

The royal official whose son was dying was looking for a reversal in his situation. This man went to Jesus to beg for his son’s life. We know some of the stories of prisoners of war who had to beg for their lives. Maybe some of us have had to beg God for the life of a loved one. Many of us would know what it is to plead for salvation and mercy. This royal official, probably not one who had to beg for much, invites Jesus to come to his son. Jesus responds by telling the man to go home and his son would live. The man believed what Jesus told him.

This story is one of trust and belief. Trusting that God will redeem and restore – life, health, situations. The exiled people of Jerusalem had nowhere else to go. The royal official had likely exhausted his own resources on his son and it still did not improve the situation.

There are places in the world that need disputes settled, weapons to be laid down, training for war to stop. We need to listen to God again as people, as a village, a nation and as part of the world.

What a different world it would be if we could abide in God’s love and live out the commandment to love one another as God has loved us. Maybe we would not be here today? Maybe I am a little idealistic. Like many people, I yearn for a world that is fair, peace-filled with love, joy and forgiveness for all.

As we remember those who have died in the theatre of war, we can be reassured that because of the resurrection of Jesus, it was not for nothing. The cost of their service came at a high price; it cost everything. The love, the life, the sharing of burden and suffering, the service required to work together for a greater good is not lost in death. There is more to the story.

So Charlwood, as we meet today to remember those who have died in war and tell their stories and share our many talents, let us do it from a place of love. Leave the judgment to God and work towards peace and respect for all. We need to march into history leaving things better than we found them.